Wow, this past month FLEW by while teaching full-time and revising my ms to ready it for my editor (when I wasn't doing housework or being a mom).
I can't believe it's time for another Insecure Writers's Support Group Post!
First, for newbies (like me) who are scratching their head wondering what this group is all about:
The first Wednesday of every month is officially Insecure Writer’s Support Group day. Post your thoughts on your own blog. Talk about your doubts and the fears you have conquered. Discuss your struggles and triumphs. Offer a word of encouragement for others who are struggling. Visit others in the group and connect with your fellow writer - aim for a dozen new people each time.
Alex J. Cavanaugh's awesome co-hosts for the October 5 posting of the IWSG are Beverly Stowe McClure, Megan Morgan, Viola Fury, Madeline Mora-Summonte, Angela Wooldridge, andSusan Gourley!
Our Twitter is @TheIWSG and hashtag #IWSG
And we’re revving up IWSG Day to make it more fun and interactive! Every month, we'll announce a question that members can answer in their IWSG Day post. These questions may prompt you to share advice, insight, a personal experience or story. Include your answer to the question in your IWSG post or let it inspire your post if you are struggling with something to say.
October 4 Question: When do you know your story is ready?
When do I KNOW, like with 100% certainty? I'm insecure enough that I say...I don't KNOW.
IMHO it's probably never going to be ready--ENOUGH. There will always be a reader who thinks it has flaws and could be fixed, changed, improved, edited for content, edited for commas, etc. Hence my expectation that my novels may not receive five-star rave reviews from every reader, which to me means it may not have been READY.
So, I know it's never really ready, BUT I've decided I'll know/think/decide when it's ready for ME.
And that's probably what the question is asking anyway,
So.
My response:
When it's become everything I want it to be. When my character has/has not reached her goal by the end of the story but has definitely reached her full potential and completed her character arc, when all the scenes have purpose and meaning in accordance with the character's goals, the obstacles, theme, and arc. When I've thought through and outlined, re-plotted and post-outlined, revised, rearranged, cut, omitted, added, re-written, passed it to one or ten critique partners and a beta reader or five, and used as much of their feedback as possible. And then sent it to a paid beta reader and a paid content editor and then a paid line and copy editor....And revised and edited again. And proofread it.
When that's all done, that's when I'll decide it's ready.
(Although, I can imagine that after it's published and out in the world, in readers' hands I'll still pick it up from time to time and think, Oh, man. I should've changed that. And maybe that.)
Another truth:
On a different not, I've decided to tell you something. Maybe I'm making an announcement here, or a reveal of sorts. I don't know the "right" thing to do or what you would do or what I "should" do, but. I've decided that this is a big deal to me, for me.
And that since it's a big writerly deal thing,
I needed to tell all my writing buds, because if there's ever been a time I needed to express my utter insecurity and excitement, if there's ever been a time I needed the writing and reading community's support and enthusiasm and needed the go-get-em attitude from y'all, IT'S NOW.
And also, so many writers are transparent and open and HELPFUL and collaborative and I've decided to be that too. Or to try to.
So.
I've decided to become an indie author, to self-publish, to make writing and publishing my books MY business,
and I couldn't be more insecure and nervous and second-guessing and excited and enthused and having an out-of-body experience to be embarking on this journey and adventure and wow all these run-on sentences and out of breath..... Phew.
THE NEWS:
I've decided to publish under the pen name CECELIA EARL, hence my thoughts NOT to tell you all, but I NEED you all so desperately to know.
Young Adult Author Cecelia Earl will publish a paranormal trilogy filled with angels, demons, undercover half-angels, lies, romance, family secrets, friendship troubles, and high school drama.
The first novel, her/my/our debut, will be released on my 40th birthday, January 4, 2017!
For now, I'll show you this (NOT the actual cover):
and tell you this tid bit about the novel:
WHEN ASH RAINS DOWN heroine, undercover angel Julia White, takes on the devil and his demon army to protect her friends from having their souls siphoned to fuel Hell's army. She trades in her homecoming crown for a pair of angel wings and a sword to defend two things SHE possesses that the devil can never have on his own, two things that will give him enough power to overthrow Heaven and destroy Earth. Because she'll be damned if she'll let his kingdom come and have eternal control.
Tentative dates for the second and third book are April 4 and July 4, with novellas sprinkled in between or afterward.
I also have two contemporary realistic YA manuscripts that may be ready to go later in 2017, but right now I'm not sure if I'll release them under Cecelia, a different pen name (Lynnea West) or (gasp) as myself.
As for Cecelia Earl, I'd love it if you'd support me (as her) along the way. I'll keep you posted on the publishing process, the ARC releases, the giveaways, the cover reveal date, and whatever else comes up along the way. But you don't have to wait for me to tell you, you can also follow her on all her social media platforms.
FIND YOUNG ADULT AUTHOR CECELIA EARL
AT THE FOLLOWING PLACES AND SPACES:
TWITTER AUTHOR FACEBOOK PAGE TUMBLR INSTAGRAM WEBSITE
Or you could even sign up for her newsletter which will inform you even faster about exciting news, exclusives, giveaways, and other FREEBIES. All of which will be ready soonish. :)
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My Goodreads and Amazon author pages will be ready soonish too and then you'll be able to check out my book(s) there!
I'm loving every step I've taken so far in writing and designing and formatting and marketing for my own books.
And I'd be nowhere if not for my Swoon Squad of writing friends who I chat with every day, or old blog buds who answer questions even when we haven't spoken in AGES, or my newest critique partners whose feedback pushed me to dig deeper and revise more thoughtfully (not sure if you'll agree or not yet?!?) (and who will be so important for books 2 and 3!) and my personal design and plot adviser who chats with me and encourages me and reads for me every time I ask.
So THAT'S THE NEWS.
I can't believe I TOLD you all that.
So nervous about it. <3 font="">3>
Some authors are secretive with their pen names (as I had planned to be) and others are very open. In the comments, I'd love to know your reasons or thoughts behind whether to keep it quiet or to share pen names publicly.
Thanks for listening!
Christy
and
much love,
cecelia
Yay for your announcement!! Even though I already knew :) I know it's scary but you're a great writer so it'll all be fine. Plus you make some awesome covers! Congrats. It feels good, doesn't it?
ReplyDeleteThank you! If I'm fine, it'll be because I have you to turn to when I panic! :) It does! I'm getting more excited the closer it gets, the more I cross off the to-do list!
DeleteWow that cover is gorgeous! Well done and congrats on making that choice and taking that step!
ReplyDeleteThank you! That's my for-now-filler-cover, so I hope you like the REAL one when I reveal it (December 4th ish!) It was quite a decision, but I'm glad I made it! Now...to see how it turns out!
DeleteCongrats on making the big decision. It was a scary one for me 5 years ago. I am so happy I made that move. After getting so little money from trad pubs, it was great to finally starting achieving some financial success. It's great you shared with us (adults) your pen name. Not so sure I'd share the other way around--depending on the level of heat in your other books. Best wishes.
ReplyDeleteThanks for sharing that! I'm so glad to hear about your experience and happiness with making this decision and finding success as an indie author! My YA fiction is all clean, sweet romances, not too much heat, so hopefully if word gets out...it'll still be okay?!?
DeleteYay! I'm so excited for you. It's insanity, eh? All the stuff that has to be done when you're jumping over to this side of the publishing line? Wishing you sanity along the way!
ReplyDeleteHa, thanks! The hardest part is waiting for my edits to be returned so I can move forward. Turns out patience is HARD!
DeleteOscar Wilde said "Give a man a mask, and he will tell you the truth." And a pen name is a mask. If a pen name gives you the freedom to write more truthfully, then go for it. But you have discovered the irksome nature of pen names: it hides you from your friends.
ReplyDeleteIn this digital age, we only fool ourselves that pen names obscure who we are. Once they were fine masks. Now, not so much.
We authors have to build a brand of our names. To me, pen names blurs the focus of that brand. But you must do what you feel is right for you. I wish you the highest of sales! :-)
So true! I'm also thinking ahead to publishing my realistic contemporary titles under my real name (gasp!) to separate my paranormal titles. But, yes, initially I think it was because I was scared to be 'me' as a writer in public!
DeleteWahoo!!!!! Thats awesome and so exciting! Congrats on taking that step!
ReplyDeleteI use a pen name because my genre of choice (romance/romantic suspense) does NOT go well with being a teacher! :) I think you've made a great choice and I wish you all the best! :)
YES! I'm a teacher too...in a Catholic school... I never know what might upset someone!
DeleteCongratulations! This is the best time to announce your news. You just might inspire some other author to take the leap into self-publishing.
ReplyDeleteAnd now YOU'VE inspired me to continue sharing. Thank you so much!
DeleteCongratulations on taking this step! You have your act so together. I'm impressed.
ReplyDeleteI'm all for being public with pen names unless there's some reason you don't want that connected with your real self. Like you say here, we need to be able to talk about it with our writer buds.
Wow, high praise! I don't often feel that organized, but I'm so excited about this that I'm trying to be. It helps that so many indie authors have shared their journey before me. I am following their advice. Thank you!
DeleteCongrats! I don't have a pen name though I have considered only using my initials and last name. I like yours :)
ReplyDeleteThank you!
DeleteNot that you need my pride, but I'm so proud of you!!! Way to go. I know you'll be amazing. Seriously, I'm jumping up behind my laptop. Woot! I love your pen name and that cover... *fans face* Make sure you contact me. I'm here to help in any way I can.
ReplyDeleteI do!!! Thank you SO much!!! So, so much! <3
DeleteCongrats Cecelia Earl! Self-publishing is a big step, but being captain of your own ship is priceless. I absolutely agree with your list of things before your feel a work is ready. Go you!
ReplyDeleteThank you!!!!!
DeleteCongratulations! That's awesome and sounds like a good birthday present to release a book out into the world. :)
ReplyDeleteRight?! Instead of waking up saying, "Man, today I'm 40." I can wake up saying, "Man!!! Today I'm a published author!" Thank you!
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